Vivek Ji

Pranaam everyone. I am trying to recall the exact moment when I requested Guruma to bless me with Shaktipat Diksha, but I am unable to recall those moments. It seems to me that Guruma has always been there holding my hands and guiding through the maze of illusion that is Maya. This life of mine may have some date and time when Shaktipat kriya happened to me by Guruma , but I am certain that she has been guiding me in previous life too. My current situation is such that I am unable to recollect my past memories and most of the times I remain in present. 

There are various kriya's and blessings that may be happening to me but the most important thing happening to me is that I am losing myself and in the process of losing I am gaining the presence of Guruma . Every where I look, Guruma is there. In all forms, in all living things. She is in winds, she is in oceans, she is in all the nature. I get the feeling that she is parvati. She manifests to me in the form of akka mahadevi and lalleshwari. I always feel that she is with me everywhere. I do not know whether I am coherent enough to explain all of you, my exact condition. But I am blessed that she is there. Thank you Guruma for embracing me in your aura. I am the most fortunate being in your existence.